HI MOM, I LOVE YOU.

hi mom, i love you
FROM SHAME TO PRIDE:
MY JOURNEY OF SELF-ACCEPTANCE

Colorful book cover with butterflies and the text "Hi Mom, I love you." Subtitle reads "From Shame to Pride: My Journey of Self-Acceptance" by John Robert.

Hi Mom, I Love You
From Shame to Pride My Journey of Self-Acceptance is a deeply personal memoir that chronicles one man’s path to healing and self-love. Through raw and vulnerable storytelling, John Robert shares his experiences with self-harm, forgiveness, and the transformative power of embracing one’s true identity. Accompanied by over 40 pieces of original art, this book is both a visual and emotional journey, offering readers a powerful testament to the strength it takes to open your heart and heal.

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Self-Portrait

Hi Mom, I Love You is a heartfelt memoir that invites readers into the deeply personal journey of John Robert as he navigates the complexities of self-acceptance and healing. After years of battling shame and self-hatred for being gay, John embarks on a transformative journey to reconcile with his past, confront the pain of rejection, and ultimately embrace his true self.

The book begins with John’s struggles with self-harm and the deep wounds inflicted by societal and familial expectations. As he grapples with his identity, John finds solace in journaling to his late mother, starting each entry with the simple yet profound phrase, “Hi Mom, I love you.” These journal entries become a lifeline, a way to process emotions, and a path to healing.

Abstract artwork featuring chaotic scribbles and handwritten words in black over a textured, dark blue background. The prominent words include "loser," "failure," "never good enough," and "dumb," conveying themes of self-doubt and anxiety. The center has lighter, swirling colors, creating a focal point amidst the text.

In My Thoughts

A significant turning point in John’s journey occurs when he begins to question the voices of the past—the critical, judgmental voices that have haunted him for years. He starts to ask himself, “Whose voice is that?” This moment of introspection becomes the catalyst for change, as John realizes that many of the negative beliefs he holds about himself stem from external sources rather than his true self. By challenging these voices, he begins to break free from the shame and self-hatred that have long overshadowed his life.

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You Are Who You Are, and Who You Are Is Enough

Accompanying his story are over 40 pieces of original artwork, each a visual representation of his emotional landscape. These artworks not only enhance the narrative but also provide readers with a unique, immersive experience that goes beyond words.

OWN A PIECE OF THE JOURNEY

Explore and Order Artworks from Hi Mom, I Love You. Discover a curated selection of art from my memoir Hi Mom, I Love You. Each piece captures a moment of my journey toward self-acceptance and healing.
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YOU ARE LOVABLE

Abstract painting with vibrant colors, featuring numerous hearts and motivational words like "lovable," "magnificent," and "valuable." The background is filled with warm hues of yellow, red, and orange.

OPEN YOUR HEART

Abstract painting with colorful hearts and phrases such as "I'm sorry," "Thank you," "I love you," and "You are worthy of love." Dominant colors are blue, green, and purple.

YOU ARE WONDERFUL THE WAY YOU ARE

Colorful abstract art with a large pink heart in the center, surrounded by handwritten motivational phrases such as "You are worthy of love," "You are enough," and "You have so much to offer." The background is filled with small hearts and vibrant colors.

To everyone who has been part of my healing journey, thank you. I quite honestly wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you.
I love you.

Handwritten text "John" with a heart symbol beside it in blue ink.